Wednesday, June 03, 2009



I was so tired today. There were many things I needed to do for the meeting. Anyway, I feel good that I am a part of it.

But I feel so heavy now. It always happens when things won't go as the way you expect. Mindfulnesss seems to be almost useless. The mind is overwhelmed by some kind of sadness which doesnt really want to go.

I try to understand things as the way they are. But sometime it is so hard to really understand - why it is like that. I might be too stupid for this little silly world.

Hope the world is more kind to me in the future.